Last night was one of CVG's meetings with regards to the convention's prepration and planning. We are going to hold in 2 month. In this group, the directors and the managers of well known pharmaceutical companies cooperate and help to chair the sessions of the convention. I was making plans to meet the CEO of one of consulting companies last night, in which I was hoping he shows up, but to my disappointment, not only he didn't show up but also the boss of my boss's boss at my company came!!!!anyways in that situation, I couldn't even talk to any one about jobs..but the only good part about the meeting was that he saw other aspects of me, specially when he realized my major and my ties to university he got really interested. Since he is the third person from our CEO on the companies high Archy, I wish I could convince him to let me rotate in between departments. Anyways, it's funny, another manager at Apotex was there and said that he lost 3 of his chemists but the company is in hiring freez..anyways it was good to see my networking group again and listen to their discussions about quality, 6 sigma. I am going to the convention, the topics seems fantastic for discussion.
BTW..we just got a new technology with effusivity measurments to make sure the blending is homogenious in the batch prepration and every one was watching the operation from windows like a surgery from the compression room. They asked my opinion on it while I was passing by and I pointed out a saftey issue, and the head of saftey was shocked:P and he said very good point and then disappeared;)

Mohandes Picnic was fine. The weather was perfect, not too hot not to cool. However I felt under alot of pressure. It has been very tough, this past week. I have said things that I wished I haven't said so and have behaved in ways that are out of my character and I wish I haven't done so. I felt I have been acting as someone else. I have not been in my own skin. I felt I was someone else. It has drained all my energy and alienated me from people who love me the most..So here is the song by Avril Lavigne to show you how I acted and I hope you understand that I know of it..to whom I love most and might have hurt the most..

Cheers..

That's the way it is
'Cause life's like this
That's the way it is Chill out, what ya yelling for?
Lay back it's all been done before
And if you could only let it be
You will see I like you the way you are
When we're drivin' in your car
And you're talking to me one on one but you've become Somebody else
'Round everyone else
You're watching your back
Like you can't relax
You're tryin' to be cool
You look like a fool to me
Tell me Why you have to go and make things so complicated?
I see the way you're acting like you're somebody else
Gets me frustrated
Life's like this you
And you fall and you crawl and you break
And you take what you get
And you turn it into
Honesty and promise me
I'm never gonna find you fake it
No, no, no